THE Queen

Friday, February 24, 2006

hmmm....2 weeks is over..another two weeks to go. hope it will b a fast 1. i pray n hope th fatty babyboy is fine. thats abt it. as for the count down....17 days more...so f**ked up...

rock on
x 12:55 AM x

Friday, February 17, 2006

My first day at work was not a good 1. I m juz gonna miss my baby coz i wun be seeing him or hearing from him for 1 month. The thought of it juz killing me...me can't wait for the days to run fast for me to meet my guy and hug him. Baby if u eva gt to read my blog....i luv u and miss u sooo much. My first valentine's day wif my guy did not come true...n like wat every1 say everyday is valentine's day. I dun care but i juz want my baby to b safe and sound...big gifts or anything can't make me as happy as seeing my baby smiling and laughing. Counting down the dayz....24 dayz more. Luving u as eva...actully to think abt it through this i m actully luving u more...hahahaha....muah...lastly i m feeling very sick juz having high fever and bad flu...itz juz running me down...hope everything works out for good. God bless

rock on
x 12:48 AM x

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Wow 2005 is juz so gone...boy m i happy...the old has passed away and now everything is new.
I am enjoyin every moment with my beloved boyfren also known as Sardine. He is such a sweetheart and most of all can't take my eyes off his cute little ass.hahahah Our group is juz gettin bigger with the new addition of Dass and Sanchana, eleyas a.k.a rat bro. Enjoyin every moment of being with my frenz nt to forget anu and kalai, Priya and roy.

On monday 2nd jan enjoyed being in the recording...was so mesmerised by my baby playin the keyboard. he was soo cute...he was like some professional. Comin back after recording in the car was so funny...we were all laughing like nobodys biz.hahahah Juz missed my best fren...she was not there...Anu u were so good man..ur singing was great.

rock on
x 8:41 PM x

Monday, November 28, 2005

Life is goin great...missing my baby. Love u so much baby. As life is goin i begin to realise who my true frens are. Despite the fact that i have been with my church frenz for very long time they can neva be compared with my true frenz, they juz put up a show of being ur true frenz but truly they are backstabbers. Frenz are suppose to be with us through thick and thin but these people are neglecting people who they know longer for some new idiots who juz go around playing around with pplz life. But it does not mean that my church people are no good but there some ppl u can never trust.

My birthday is coming in another 3 days time. I juz hav no mood to celebate my birthday after whateva which has happen during this year. But thanks to every1 who cares abt me i m coming out of it slowly. Would like to take this time to thank all my frenz for all they have done and for all they are to me. Namely....My best fren Priscilla...i luv u gal for all u r to me, Anu(my new best fren) and all the best with ur new relationship, Sitikus( plz tell ur opportunity abt me...hahaha), Azila( my darling who always lends her ears to all my stories), Arfah (my elder sis), Herald(my good guy fren), Osheana n Chris(my wondrful cousins who hav been there for me), My bro and lina(luv u guys soooooooooo much), Deen(myBF), Roy( cute chap), Kalai(naughty boy...hahahah). and many more...Too many to thank...love u guys soo much.

rock on
x 11:35 PM x

Monday, October 24, 2005

Back to studies after six long months of attachement....Now hav to go for lectures and tutorials...do tutorials(thats wat i hate the most) Anyway by doin it it juz only helps me to acheive my aims in life; 1) Go to the U
2) Forget Timothy ShivaShankar(The First Class Idiot and b**tard)
Enough is Enough!!! Got to get over the nightmare and diesase
3)Please my parents and my Bro...
Thanks to the idiot who told me not to tell anyone about what happen but who decided in the end to get a good name by confessing. He is such a stupid dick. What more to say...dun know y this type of dicks are still alive in the world and doin well in life. AMAZING!!!!!!!!!
Look is it true if u r some1's daughter whom is holding a responsible position...u should b pampered and nt accused of anything even though it is wrong...I dun know some b**ches jus get to enjoy life. What will happen to them...Hope they will die soon...real soon. Pray hard if u think it should happen.HAHA........

rock on
x 10:25 PM x

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

Juz recovered...boy was i very sick. My baby is also sick...hope i did not pass him the virus.
Anway life is getting better i guess....i m juz enjoyin life as it is but me will never forget watever tat dick head did to me. i can say i have forgived bt it will never be forgotten. Church is somewhere i dun wanna to b nowdayz. I prefer to be on my own...and doin things on my own. now i hav a new gd fren called Anu(aka mad gal). We guyz r doin the wierdest things in the world...hahahaha...enjpyin every moment of it. I also miss shalini an yvonne and their stupid jokes...hahahaha lokking 4ward to u guys to b back to sch. Luv u anu , shalini, yvonne, and my best fren how can i forget u and ur amul baby. Love you Babyboy.

rock on
x 9:55 PM x

Monday, August 22, 2005

Hey everyone....back after a very long time to blog. I hav had alot of things happenin around me. My cousin Bro....(take note brother) is flirting with me. How bad can it b. I feel so disgusted. To hell with him and all his rubbish. I m now taking a turn back to God. I wanna look to Him bcoz with Him all things are possible. I hav looked to pple (many ppl) but all that is of no help at all. But When i decide to Pray and believe in God alot of things are comin back to normal. I will never say i dun have any problems now but despite all of it i m able to smile like b4. TSS is always a major problem in life 4 me. tryin so hard to gt things back but i dun know if it is wrkin. But like i said with God all things are possible. With faith in God i submit everythin to him. Now i m so away from guys...oh goodness i m very afraid to talk to any1 now. i m so much beta off without talkin to any1...

rock on
x 12:44 AM x

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Ah Oh Ah Oh
Ran into an old friend yesterday Caught me by surprise when he called my name He was a familiar face, from a chapter in my past Talked for a while, asked him how it's been Said that he was seeing somebody and Told me this was gonna last Showing me her photograph
And all the feelings that I thought were gone Came rushing back to me at once Tried to smile and hide the way I felt But I was thinking to myself
[Chorus] (Truth is) I never got over you (Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes (Truth is) And when it's all said and done Guess I’m still in love with you (Truth is) I never should have let you go (Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know (Truth is) And when it's all said and done Guess I’m still in love with you
We reminisce on the way things used to be Shared a couple laughs, shared some memories Talked about the things that changed Some for good and some for bad Then he said good-bye and he paid for lunch Promised that we'd always keep in touch Grabbed my bags and grabbed my thoughts, walked away and that was that
And all the feelings that I thought were gone Came rushing back to me at once Tried to smile and hide the way I felt But I was thinking to myself
[Chorus] (Truth is) I never got over you (Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes (Truth is) And when it's all said and done Guess I’m still in love with you (Truth is) I never should have let you go (Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know (Truth is) And when it's all said and done Guess I’m still in love with you
Now the truth is it hurts but I know that the fault is mine ‘Cuz I let him go Tried to get over it but it's messin' with my mind (Because I know)
[Chorus (2x)] (Truth is) I never got over you (Truth is) Wish I was standing in her shoes (Truth is) And when it's all said and done Guess I’m still in love with you (Truth is) I never should have let you go (Truth is) And it's killing me cuz now I know (Truth is) And when it's all said and done Guess I’m still in love with you
I just gotta be honest, I guess, I-I guess, I’m still in love, in love, in love